Locked
inside a thousand angry spiders
Trying
to scratch their way out of this devilish hole
My
cold blood leaks through the cracks of the dour
Drowning
these feelings of hate inside
All
these feelings bottled up
Waiting
to burst out of this everlasting cold dark day filled with much pain
So
much sadness and confusion in so many ways
Causes
my head to spin so fast that it feels it will burst into a sudden rage
With
so much joy but over betting hate
All
these feelings that I have hidden away in my deepest soul
Are
now a demand eagerly waiting to emerged out of this hellish hole that I have
created
With
everlasting feelings of hate
My
soul has been demolished by these overwhelming shadows of darkness
My
heart is waiting on the tip of my sleeve
Waiting
for some one to reach out and cherish this coldly loved thing
But
once another picks it off
It’s
kicked around like it’s just a piece of there game
And
once again used to solve the pain of another in vain
To
most people I an just a flaming red rose waiting to be picked
But
soon I become dull
Loosing
all my brightness and only my thorns show
Soon
to be thrown away my heart in picked apart...
Adding
to these feelings of hate
To dwell in my darkest shadows.
by N.A.